I have exciting news!!!!! I got my Visa approved!!!! This is the last piece of the puzzle for me, and now I can officially buy my plane ticket! It is a big relief to have my Visa because without it I can’t get into S.A. The process was quite a learning experience.
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| Visa Packet getting ready to be sent out |
I was feeling pretty discouraged earlier in the month. It has taken me weeks to get all the requirements for my visa completed. I am getting a Missionary/Volunteer Visa and South Africa wants everything and anything you can give them, it was very time consuming and somewhat stressful. So one Friday I finally get it all together and I am so excited to get it in the mail; however as I am driving to work I realized I forgot my Visa. I thought, I guess ill just do it Saturday. Well I ended up in the ER that night, so Saturday was out of the question. Sunday no mail, Monday holiday, so now Tuesday. Funny story about Tuesday. On my bathroom mirror I have a quote my Louie Giglio “God's plans for your life far exceed the circumstances of your day.” I don't read it everyday and I probably don't read it to myself most days, but this one morning I stopped and I read it. Later as the women is ringing up my shipment for my Visa I realized that I had forgotten my wallet at home in my backpack. So not only was I not able to send my visa but I didn't have a lunch that day. Out of frustration I just sat in my car and cried about whether I was even supposed to go to Africa. And sure enough God brought to mind the quote I read that morning. Despite my rough day, God’s plans for my life far exceeded me forgetting my wallet, having no lunch, and everything else that went wrong that day and the next day too. Once I was able to pull myself together, I did find $3.00 and some change to buy some sort of lunch and I remembered after months and months of buying Jamba Juices with my gift cards, I finally had my 8th free one. Good is Good : ] oh I did get my Visa in on Wednesday with no problems and it even came back early!
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| Its official! Isn't it pretty?! |
Craziness is all around me it feels like. Between work, school, preparing for S. A. and then everyday life of investing in people, spending time with family and just having time to relax has been bananas! Then to add another thing on my plate is my health hasn’t been the best. I have been pretty ill for about 3 weeks, then on the 15th I ended up in the ER with gallstones. Oh boy! My mom drove out from Aptos to be with me. It was pretty strange to be in the opposite role. Normally I am sitting with my mom as she's sick, it was weird to be the patient this go around. It has actually been a blessing in disguise. I got to hang out with my mom which was nice. I am also very thankful to God for allowing it to take place here and now than in Africa. Wouldn’t that be complicated. So sometime at the end of March ill have my gallbladder out.
I have learned so much in the last year. That' s kinda the point as we grow in Christ right? That we are not the same people we were a 5 years ago, one year, or even one month ago. I have had so many reminders lately how much I still have to go before I could ever become the person I hope to be. I wish I had more faith, I wish I understood the gospel on such a level that everyday my desire would be to share Jesus with everyone I encounter; and I wish I could give out the amount of grace that Christ has given me. I am still plagued with fear, doubt and pride. Sometimes I just would rather walk away than invest in people. And I hold grudges and sit in anger rather than to hand out Grace and forgiveness. With that, I thank God for Grace because even when I am not able to hand it out to others Christ extends it to me as I grow in wanting to be a godly women. Someone recently asked me, why make this great sacrifice to go to South Africa? I was interrupted before I could answer, so here's my answer. I have never really thought about this journey as a sacrifice. I feel like it is almost a huge honor... Out of the whole body of Christ there are only so many called to other countries to serve. As I talked about before, as a Christian, I am continually growing and learning. Its cool to think about how God, for the past 9 years has been shaping me for this trip and I’m finally ready learn whatever God has for me. I wasn’t ready 3 years ago, or even a year ago, but I’m ready now. I am very honored, and I feel blessed that I get to be a servant in Lanseria, S.A.
Ways to be specifically praying for me:
-That I can focus in school. I’ve been slacking a bit.
-I will be able to carve more time out of my weeks to Mentally and Spiritually prepare.
-I will be sharing my testimony and about my trip to Africa with the Middle School ministry in a couple weeks. I hope i have a good impact.
-Gods continued provision with my health
I hope you are able to see evidence of Gods grace this week,
Whitney
Three and a Half months to Go!!!!
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Matt 28:11
